Trouble

Yesterday I got in a lot of trouble. My mom found out that I was failing in three classes. In math models I have 6 or 9 zeros. I hate my teacher, she is a terrible person. She is extreamly passive agressive. I had to sit and do as much as I understood on the papers last night while my mom was sitting across the table yelling and lecturing me. I contemplated not living anymore because everything just keeps building up and it's killing me. I don't understand why I have to have the mom I do, to be treated the way I do, it's incredible.
    Today I have to get help on the things I could not understand on the papers afterschool. I will get another lecture and get screamed at tonight I'm sure of it. The single thing that is keeping me going is my father. I could never let him lose his son. 

    I just found out last night in the mist of all the problems, I'm spending Christmas with him. Finally. Escape.

"Be the change you want to see in the world" - Gandi
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