Spilling

I am writing this down in hope of getting some of these feelings out that I am feeling. I can barley eat ad sleep. Hell I can barley do my school work. I'm severely stressed. I have so much slamming through my head right now and I have for about a week but the past few days have become increasingly tough. I freaky just wish that all of this stuff would just go away, allowing maybe for some serenity.

My amazing father is taking my 'mom' to court for custody of me; the small chance that he will lose and i will have to remain in the hell that i currently live in. This is stressing me out a lot. I am struggling to get and keep my grades up to my moms insane standards. My mom screams at me and treats me like a dog for no reason just as she has my entire life. My boss at work is always on me, pushing more work and faster when I'm already at my limit. People at school treat me like I don't matter, show me i don't belong, call me ugly, laugh at me, put me down.
I sit at my house all day when I don't have to work and do nothing. Alone.
I just want to live with my dad and be happy for good. Begin living.