Thoughts

I'm sitting in my first period class when I write this on a piece of paper in my spiral.

    I'm soposed to be doing my semester review for chemistry right now but I can't focus on it. I am thinking about this girl who is incredibly beautiful. The only thing is, she gave me her phone number and when I texted her she never replied. She was with her ugly friend this morning and her friend said hi, she said nothing. She was soposed to hang out with me this morning. Yesterday everything seemed fine, we were flirting and laughing.

    The second thing I am thinking about is us, humans. I have for a long time been intrigued with people, the places we have been, the places we will go, the journey that each of us is going to make through our lives. The people who are sitting in this room right not, are never going to all be together again. Some witth go to college, some will die an early death, some may become famous, some may be homeless or lonley or addicts. Knowing that I will problably never see 99.9% of anyone friend or foe, after I leave high school makes me extreamly sad.

    The third thing on my mind is my past, all of the fun I have had. The times when all life outside of that moment was non-existent to me. Times when I did not worry about work, grades, my mom, fights, being cool, being dumb, being lonley, and fitting in. All of the things that I wish to happen in my future, the raves, the money, the drugs, the family, the happiness, the nice house and nice car.

    Finally the fourth thing on my mind is what are others around me thinking about? Is it anything remotely close to what is Plaguing mine?
   
    Wekk the silence is broken and class will soon end. So I must finish. I will type what you are reading in my next period.

    "Absence makes the heart grow fond